Untitled Writing #4

Heather J. Kintyre

I denied it so long that I waited until I barely escaped. If I hadn't been familiar with reading body language, I'd be dead, at least doped up 24 hours a day, right now, guaranteed.

No one wants to believe their parents are so bad. Even when faced with the odds so badly stacked against them. I couldn't believe that they'd stoop so low as to have their own child removed, for whatever reason. I knew what was being told to me, but I never wanted to believe it. The body language really is a truth indicator like no other. Lie detector machines can be fooled, but body language, especially on a long term, never lies. It has saved my life, and if you value yours more than I value what's left of mine, then it would be in your best interest to learn it, or polish it up.

The reading of body language is a great asset to have. However it's also a curse in equal proportion. All mortal life gives off body signals until they're dead. These are the signals combined with the tone of voice that I read. With these signals, I can read the truth of the mortal life I'm dealing with at the tyme. I read whether they're good or not. No matter who they are, where they come from. The body language of every mortal is of one language even if the speech is not. I had some pretty good teachers who taught me the art of body language as I grew up. I usually reserve my judgements, but I'm pretty sure of what they're like after the first meeting. That's the good side of body language.

On another level, reading body language can be rather devastating. Too many humans especially at one tyme confuse me. It drains me. It doesn't take long before I'm exhausted. I can't talk after a while without sounding like a drunken Indian. This is because I can't get a true reading of any individual. It doesn't matter if I am focusing on anyone or not.

Actually, it was is being able to read the body language of the family members so well that I would become more melancholy and desperate to get out. It was in the deepest fits of despair after having read so much of the body language that I would try another suicide attempt. In reading the body language so accurately, it was very devastating.